I know..

i know i'm a loser, writing a blog with no one to read it
but i just wanted a place to post a random handful of my lyrics, so i guess i know why i created this thingamajig in the first place.
alright.

as of january 11th
rejected from my first home

Fresh Outta Hope
[v1]
It's always day, with the hope that flashes
Right at your face, built up passage after papssage
Fill' in your head with thoughts of wild hope
Dreams wishes loves, anything to avoid
The rock bottom that they know you'll hit, it's only a matter of time
Before that ditch

Where have those trustinig feelings gone
I miss them so, especially that hope
That kept me up and running
Oh, why couldn't I have
Seen this coming?

[chorus]
And when on the spot
They knock, knock you down
Stumbling backwards, don't let you get up
They knock, knock you down
And push you around
Turn you into a mock, mock hope
And before you can, even grab that rope
They knock, knock you down
Nothing new
But all the same, they've turned you into a game
Hey, I'm done
It's all the same

[v2]
It's when you put your faith in, then
What do you get
A big slap in the face, a hit that turns you red
And on top of that, they split us up as a pack
Now there's a fine line, you wear an ugly halo
To remind that you're different, it's made by design

Where have those trustinig feelings gone
I miss them so, especially that hope
That kept me up and running
I can't help but wonder what would have made the difference
If I had stopped, instead of wanting to keep the good times going

[chorus]

[v3]
There's no time to point fingers, it's been done before
The natural reaction, to shoving someone out the door
I know I got ripped off, but honestly counts
At least more than those lies, they smother guilt in wild amounts
You made me question myself, who I am, what I've won
That hurt just piles on to remind me I'm done

Where have those trustinig feelings gone
I miss them so, especially that hope
That kept me up and running
Now I'm nearly blinded, not sure what to do
God, please help, guide me through

[chorus]